Tuesday, 31 December 2013

2013

Whooshhh, 2013 is ending soon in a matter of hours and school is starting in two days. I am so not looking forward to it, so much i would rather die if i could. Just by thinking of the judging, the hating ; its going to be terrible. I barely squeezed through with all my might this year and thinking of how im going to survive next, its going to be harder than a chore.

2013 made me meet tons of different kinds of people who taught me a lot ; how to prepare, how to overcome, how to fight, how to heal, and how to move on. I lost a lot, and gained a lot at the same time. Some just ' heck cared ' but theres some who actually ' cared ', and just from them, it already taught me how to differentiate the people around me, whether they're fake or not, how to deal with it, or how to just live with it because sometimes, not everything has a choice, but you can always buy a one way ticket ; either you board the train heading to a box with just nothing, or stay in hell which both is relatively the same level of dread. Well I decided to be in hell, I decided to go with the flow, I decided to just have fun.

So I just heck cared and played along with everything coming to me whether it was a giant rock or candy floss or a giant rock that covered itself with candy floss, or i covered them with candy floss.

A big Thank You to everyone around me guiding me through so many things i can ever imagine. Thank you for being there for me, thank you for all the fun, the tears, the sweat we shared together. Those memories we had were all priceless and unforgettable.

Do I sound like I lost someone lol. But yep I did, I changed my boyfriend's name. It was hectic to me, I only realised that i've been dead crazy for 3 months during the holidays. I did not regret, i learnt lots, and it was good.

Ahaha I sound so emotional. But really, it was emotional.



I really hope whoever who is reading this had a great year, and have a great year ahead.
Enjoy everything you have, cherish every moment, you won't know what the future may be. It'll be bright as long as you work hard, and believe. Twinkles might be infront of you, just reach out, and try, never give up.


Heads up, stay strong, and move on

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