sigh school

Heyy. So its been like.. week 0? 3 school days ( not even a week k ) just blew off horribly as expected. My class is as quiet as a cemetery no offence. Nobody says a word ; well ya the teachers but they were like talking to air because we were all tired and not only that ; all the noisy boys from our previous class were in a different class which just is so so so saddening. Its like a piece of us missing. Sighh, cant help anymore, we'll just have to live with it. Just hope that my class will be super noisy like how a normal class should be.

So sadly for me, ( my teacher is so so cruel to me sighzzz ) im sitting beside a girl who is hated so much by her previous class. Although she doesnt talk to me, my friend said that she stares at me in class. Like WHAT THE HELL, WHY IS A GIRL STARING AT YOU FOR NO REASON. If she's interested in me I think thats forgivable. ( I mean meh, theres people interested in the opposite sex right ) But if she's a serial killer, my life is over. Hope she's just curious about me or something similar because I really hope she won't try to kill me in class because urk do you want to see a pool blood when you're listening to your dear oh handsome or pretty teacher teaching? I do not want to be stabbed by a pair scissors k.

She is really really really really quiet. Our conversations for the day ( I dont even think they are called ) ARE JUST BARELY QUESTIONS WHICH IS LIKE 3. Do you know how bored I am in class while everyone is whispering to one another? ME AND HER ARE LIKE COMPLETE STRANGERS SHE PROBABLY TREAT ME LIKE AN ANIMAL.




Okay enough of talking about her lol. Now for the real sad part.


My good friends are like super super super pretty I swear. My selfesteem drops to negative 0 whenever I see them. Im like a potato in a bunch of roses someone save me. Or should I just find the girl sitting beside me to hang out LOL. Jk. Dont think that'll ever happen.


Can you like feel me sighhh



And to add on to my saddness, I wasnt able to meet him for like 2 weeks? I MISS HIM SO SO BADLY CAN YOU CREATE A TELEPORT MACHINE PRETTY PLEASE SIGH. Its all because our school timing doesnt match at all. I always end school late like hell while he ends so God damn early T.T



Okay so this are my thoughts about these 3 days-in-scondary-school-sighpie-can-i-kill-myself



BYEEEEE